Note: Praise God!! My computer is now fixed! I figured I would post this update anyways since it was pretty much ready to go at the time that my computer got fixed!
First of all, I'm sorry for the lack of updates! I was almost ready to update my blog when the unthinkable happened: my computer broke. (I know what your thinking: "Kims computer NEVER breaks!").
I am updating my blog from my iPod! My iPod is my only connection to the outside world now. I'm not used to depending so much on it, so it's been kinda exciting to have everything be touchable!
Homesickness:
I have been in Germany just over a month. That means I have now been out of America longer than ever before. And after next week I will have been away from my family longer than ever before. This has lead to the first true hit of homesickness, as I realize that this is not just another two to three week trip out of the country. At the same time I am starting to realize that I will not be in Germany much longer...so my emotions are kind of a mix between wanting to be home and wanting to stay in Germany longer.
I have also started to realize the hardships of living in another country. Nothing is easy...simply ordering a cheeseburger or buying a loaf of bread is hard because you don't know if the cashier will know English or if you'll know enough German to communicate. At first that was an adventure, but now it is just hard. It is a hardship I am learning through, and I am reminding myself everyday that I am here to learn and experience their language and culture.
Traveling:
The last month has been nohing short of amazing! Three weeks ago In spent a day in Hamburg. The highlight for me from that city was St. Nikolai. St. Nikolai is a church that was destroyed during WW2. The remnants of it, including a steeple that you can go to the top of, are now a WW2 memorial. This was the first time that I had the opportunity to learn about WW2 from Germanys point of view and was very interesting.
Last weekend I spent three days in Berlin. I'm sure most of you know Berlins history with the Berlin wall. This again was very interesting to learn about from Germanys point of view. And I got to stand in front of the Berlin wall on both the east and west sides. I also go to walk around Berlin's Holocaust Memorial.
Yesterday I spent the afternoon in a city called Bad Zwischenhahn. This is a small tourist town in the north west Germany. It surrounds a large lake and you can rent boats for vey cheap! So five friends and I rented two pedal boats for a half an hour, costing a total of 11 €. I was the driver of my boat and had a great time pedaling around the lake!
Protests:
Back in December and January when he Arab World Protests first started I thought to myself "well atleast Germanys not protesting!". Little did I know the world events that were going to occur while I was in Germany...ever since the March 11 earthquake, tsunami and nuclear disaster in Japan, Germans have been protesting the use of nuclear power in their country. Luckily these protests have been peaceful, but about once a week they protest on the route the trams take to my house, which means the trams to my house stop running for an unknown amount of time. This usually occurs when I am alone after dark trying to get home(at around 7 pm so not too late). The police and tram drivers give the people lots of information, but not in English. This has probably been my biggest challenge here, as I try to figure out how to communicate with people who oftentimes don't speak English and try to find my way home, or atleast figure out when the trams will be running again. I always manage to make English speaking friends at the tram stops and I always get home safe, usually about an hour later then I had planned on.
School:
And of course there is the whole reason I came to Germany.....school! School started two weeks ago. It was a bit of a rough start as the school here does not do a very good job of communicating. But after accidentally ditching one class and being late for another, I finally have my schedule figured out! I am taking four classes. One German language class and three computer classes. So far these are all very interesting. In one of my classes I am the oy person who does not speak German. So the whole class is in English for me...no one seems to mind, too much.....
God:
God has been teaching me a lot since I have been here. I have met people from all over the world, and have learned about their religions and cultures. I have had a lot of time to think about my life, my calling and my religion. I know that I am called to spend my entire life serving God full time, but He has not fully revealed to me what this means. Over the past almost twenty-one years this calling has been revealed in small bits and pieces. I believe that part of the reason God has brought me here to Germany is to show me, in more details, what His plan is for the rest of my life. This has been exciting, challenging and hard. I have been constantly under Satan's attacks and every day has been a battle. One verse that has really stuck out to me over the last couple of weeks is Esther 4:14 "For if you remain silent at this time, relief will arise from another place, but you and your father's family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?" This verse has humbled me as I realized that if I were to not fulfill God's calling for my life, He would use someone else. This verse also scared me as I thought of the possibility of not fulfilling God's calling, and what that would mean for my future. And this verse gave me an excited peace, as I thought of God calling me for "such a time as this". This is a topic I'm sure I will write on more in the future...for now it is something you can be praying for!
Prayer Requests:
-Please pray for my computer that all of its problems will be solved. It is running again, but it is not completely fixed.
-Please pray for me as what I am studying here is not the same as back home. Back home I study mostly computer programming, here it is mostly graphic design.
-Please pray for me as I continue to grow in Christ and learn about where God is leading me.
-Please pray as Easter Break is coming up and I am planning to travel during that time!
Praises:
-Praise God that my computer is working again!
-Praise God that I have made a wide variety of friends!
-Praise God for the people who bought me a bike this week!
-Praise God for the opportunities to travel around Germany!
-I finally found a place to get my favorite type of soda, Root Beer!!
First of all, I'm sorry for the lack of updates! I was almost ready to update my blog when the unthinkable happened: my computer broke. (I know what your thinking: "Kims computer NEVER breaks!").
I am updating my blog from my iPod! My iPod is my only connection to the outside world now. I'm not used to depending so much on it, so it's been kinda exciting to have everything be touchable!
Homesickness:
A sign I found in Bremen Never too far from home :) |
I have also started to realize the hardships of living in another country. Nothing is easy...simply ordering a cheeseburger or buying a loaf of bread is hard because you don't know if the cashier will know English or if you'll know enough German to communicate. At first that was an adventure, but now it is just hard. It is a hardship I am learning through, and I am reminding myself everyday that I am here to learn and experience their language and culture.
Traveling:
St. Nikolai Church in Hamburg |
In front of the west side of the Berlin Wall |
Driving the pedal boat in Bad Zwischenhahn |
Protests:
Logo for the protests in Germany |
School:
My German Class! |
God:
God has been teaching me a lot since I have been here. I have met people from all over the world, and have learned about their religions and cultures. I have had a lot of time to think about my life, my calling and my religion. I know that I am called to spend my entire life serving God full time, but He has not fully revealed to me what this means. Over the past almost twenty-one years this calling has been revealed in small bits and pieces. I believe that part of the reason God has brought me here to Germany is to show me, in more details, what His plan is for the rest of my life. This has been exciting, challenging and hard. I have been constantly under Satan's attacks and every day has been a battle. One verse that has really stuck out to me over the last couple of weeks is Esther 4:14 "For if you remain silent at this time, relief will arise from another place, but you and your father's family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?" This verse has humbled me as I realized that if I were to not fulfill God's calling for my life, He would use someone else. This verse also scared me as I thought of the possibility of not fulfilling God's calling, and what that would mean for my future. And this verse gave me an excited peace, as I thought of God calling me for "such a time as this". This is a topic I'm sure I will write on more in the future...for now it is something you can be praying for!
Holocaust Memorial in Berlin, Germany |
Prayer Requests:
-Please pray for my computer that all of its problems will be solved. It is running again, but it is not completely fixed.
-Please pray for me as what I am studying here is not the same as back home. Back home I study mostly computer programming, here it is mostly graphic design.
-Please pray for me as I continue to grow in Christ and learn about where God is leading me.
-Please pray as Easter Break is coming up and I am planning to travel during that time!
Praises:
-Praise God that my computer is working again!
-Praise God that I have made a wide variety of friends!
-Praise God for the people who bought me a bike this week!
-Praise God for the opportunities to travel around Germany!
-I finally found a place to get my favorite type of soda, Root Beer!!
kim this is so cool to read and so encouraging!! i really like how you were talking about that verse in Esther cause it keeps popping up in me and my roommates lives. so cool!!! It is good to know that you are having a ton of fun!!!
ReplyDeletecool kim
ReplyDeletewow! its sooo cool when God puts one verse in multiple peoples lives! Shows that God really is doing something :)
ReplyDeleteThat verse in Esther always makes me think of my college freshman bible study. The co-leader of the study made this fancy old style page (it looked like a pages from the beginning of Disney's Sleeping Beauty when the story starts, but there's a book and the pages are flipped through) with part of the verse on it. Each person in the bible study got a copy, and for each person, their name was inserted into the verse. So it read "And who knows but that Kim has come to royal position for such a time as this?"
ReplyDeleteI love the story of Esther because it really shows you that if we follow God's will, we will be the perfect person to do His will in certain times and places that no one else can do. Or at least no one else can do to the extend we can. We can do great things for God for He empowers us! "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
I still have that page in my memory box. ^_^
Hi Kimberlie, miss your smile on Sunday's. Love reading what is happening in Germany. My verse for you, Phil 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. That has been my mantra, for me and my kids, and grandkids. It is Christ who gives us the strength to do all things. And it is Christ that works all things together for those who love him and keeps his commandments.
ReplyDeleteStay safe, Satan reigns this world we walk in. But God will always be the victor. Love you.
Kim, this is such a great blog-- you are a good writer, and I like how descriptive you are. Plus, having written a blog myself, I like how yours is formatted in sections.
ReplyDeleteI also like how honest you are Kim. Handling life's day-to-day activities in a foreign country is NOT easy! And dealing with crazy trams, homesickness, a new home, new friends, and a new school sounds stressful and HARD! Proud of you Kim-- someday, when you look back on your travels, you will see it helped you grow into a mature, FEARLESS young woman!
I'm proud of you Kimmee!! Love, Aunt Cheri